.......it's way past time

…life is somewhat interesting of late; one could even say it’s downright stressful at least in my neck of the woods.  I haven’t blogged in awhile – not because I haven’t wanted to or thought about blogging – more like I was hiding out from the world.  My life, as everyone’s seems to be changing on a daily basis.  I am not saying change is a bad thing – I am saying change can be difficult.  One would think, especially those who truly know me would think change is just a thing for me…..this time it’s odd…I have struggles to embrace the many changes I have faces in the last year.  Its cracks me up that the things I really want to change about myself haven’t changed damn it, it’s more that things I have no control over – God know how much I desire control…..in & outta the bedroom…just sayin.

Blogging had become somewhat therapeutic for me in the past - yes I do know that some of my blogs danced around the some inappropriate subjects – but I don’t care.  I am just inappropriate…just sayin.   One of my new goals for the next 9 months is to try to blog more…..bring what I am thinking to life no matter how scary it can be.   I believe some years answer our questions and some years force us to ask ourselves the hard questions…….I have 9 months till I turn 50!  I am gonna be fabulous at 50!!!  Watch and see!