.....I have spent most of my life with the desire to own things as
do most people I assume....the one...most important thing we own...I for one
never even give it a thought...until now......my life! ....so much wasted time
thinking about that new pair of jeans.....hot new boots...etc that I have never
really seriously understood or accepted that fact that I own my life....over the
years .....all the ups & downs....taking responsibility was more like
placing the blame somewhere or on someone else.....rather than realizing .....I
AM THE OWNER & I AM RESPONSIBLE.
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...I owe one person – ME. I own my thoughts...my
feelings...my reactions...my responses...my laughter...my joy...my sadness &
sorrow......its all mine......things happen.....people do or don’t do
things....but my reaction is all mine....no longer will I or can I use the
mindset that “they made my feel” or “it was because of this or that or
them”......I control ME...MYSELF...and I. I have had glimpse of control over
the years...but for the most part I gave up my control.....sometimes because I
truly thought it was out of my control & others because the pain was not
worth it....I had no fight in me....at that time it seems like a small price to
pay...but now looking back it was a huge blow to my
self.
......ownership of my life means I can do what I
want...with fear....its all up to me....I can choose whatever it is I think ...I
know I need to do to rectify any situation....my ultimate destination in life is
set by me....not someone else..the responsibility for my life....what I
accomplish within in found in one person..ME...its time for me to focus on my
personal values and desires & live them out regardless of what others
do.....not live my life in a vacuum.....time to step up & do the internal
work.....be very thoughtful about what I believe...about my
values.....morality........they will shape how I will exert ownership over my
own life – my own self......identifying...understanding..accepting....allowing
these for myself will empower...no matter what the circumstances...these
ideas/principles will transcend everything else and enable me to set myself on
course.
...seems
like an overwhelming amount of responsibility......but also an opportunity to
tap into a sense of freedom within..I have one life to live.....this is a job I
want...no NEED to take seriously...with diligence..hard internal work...and a
lot ton of right decisions...plus forgiveness.....of others & myself...I am
sure a deeply fulfilled life is waiting for me.
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