..its been awhile

...I can't believe how long it has been since my last blog........talk about being out of whack.....its not that I haven't had tons of crazy ass things to talk about...its that I hit a wall.....fell off the wagon....was sucked up by the woe is me can't get it together over eating under sexed no exercise life sucks disappointment don't feel good in my own skin kinda depression.....lol...you laugh...but I am serious......sometimes life bits ya in ass.....in my case my ass has overloaded my life.....i know that fun loving say anything exercising eat healthy always positive sexy wanna do ya big boobied gal lurks within my ....time for me to tap in on her!

.....lets catch up.....i made the decision not to continue chasing the football dream.....I  guess ya could say this old gal an't what she used to be......really....was I ever...lol......but I did try...little did I know trying would kill my knees.......in Jan I went back for yet another quick fix .....drug of choice.....cortisone injections.....unfortunately this time they didn't take.......so the doc suggested a new drug.....a wonder drug...lol  or so I thought...this drug was going to ease the pain n my knobby swollen knees at the same time as enhance my moods....bingo...perfect drug for me......or so I thought.......turns out ...ya should read the possible side effects when ya start to take a new drug......instead of after the fact 3 months & almost 25 packed on pounds later....go figure...who knew.....lol

......I will never forget...hubby & I ran thru to drive thru drug store to pick up my prescription a few days after me seeing my doc complaining about a vast number of issues I had been experiencing the last month or so.....turns out that list of side effects on my prescription paperwork read like my medical history....what the hell....so I got home ..logged on to my medical portal......oh yes we have a medical portal....told that told exactly what the deal was....I was so proud of myself...for the first time ever  was actually taking charge...controlling my medical health care......to make a long story short....I am so happy to be back on my regular Zoloft & blood pressure meds.......I am so sad to say......I am still dragging around extra flab....but I am working on it.