…turning 50!
The thought of
hitting such a big milestone is both sobering & liberating…..sobering
because it’s a reminder that there is a finite span left to accomplish all that
I want…let me just tell you I don’t plan to be sober at my Bday party…hehehe....liberating….turning
50…mentally & emotional grasping that true…MY truth….all the non-essential
pain in the ass bull shit drama crap drop away….leaving room for the important
things…love..laughter..& happiness…of course my hubby hopes that can’t get
enough sex thing kicks in & gives him a run for his money….well I guess a
little extra cardio never hurts a guy..lol
As my 50th approaches…..actually it kinda started
around the end of last year beginning of this year….I stopped caring…not about
myself…actually quite the opposite….I am starting to truly care about and for
myself….I care less about how I sound or how I am perceived…what people think
of me…..I stopped making apologies and or excuses for how I feel….I own my
feeling…if you don’t agree..so what! That being said….I am not going to be any
more rude or bitchy than usual….at least that my plan…
Turning 50 for me actually feels like it a new freedom….freedom
not to take life so seriously…not everything is the end of the world as we know
it……unless of course I break a heel…. Then watch out….lol. I look at turning 50 as a decade of transition….the
“M” word ..yes menopause & all her
glory rears her ugly head…….ends my childbearing years…which I am ok with the
no more baby thing…I have a pup
I am thrilled to tell ya that I DO NOT have any gray
hair!! Yup! Its true…I do however have a few gray eyebrow
hairs & eyelashes that are gray…..I
just hope after I shave my head…no grays come in…fingers crossedJJJ
I am not so thrilled to deal with gravity….gravity sure does
take it toll on a gal’s neck…stomach….and boobies…..but I have to let you in on
my little secret….not such a secret…..I have been telling everyone..lol…..I
have discovered a natural herbal supplement that enhances the fullness of a gal’s
breasts…in other words..my girls went from low beam to ….more like middle beam
& grew almost 2 cups sizes…….lets just say I am an in your face kinda gal
& I am lovin it….pretty sure my hubby is tooJ
Turning 50…its kinda like a freedom….exhilarating freedom…an opportunity to start a new chapter in my life…come into
my own so to speak…I am driven by the opportunity to change and improve…better yet..Create the life that I want….to be the
best possible me…on MY terms.
1 comment:
What a great blog! I laughed all the way through. I hope your 50th is all that you hope it to be and so very much more! -M
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